Sunday, 14 June 2020

Left Right Left

“Nothing exists apart from atoms and empty space. Everything else is opinion.”

I remember coming across this ancient Greek wisdom some time in my undergrad years. Being as philosophically loaded as it is, my mind would always refuse to accept the underlying cynicism and generalisation. Trained in the scientific school of thought as most of us are (at least through the bulk of our formative years), we invariably - albeit at times only subconsciously - grow to respect, love and prefer the beauty of determinism and order in all walks of life. And while at one point or another we may end up surrendering the joys of scientific pursuit to the more brilliant of minds amongst us, it does not happen before we understand, accept and start experiencing the universe as an objective reality governed by infallible principles, laws and truths that help separate right from wrong. This means opinions can only begin where the unflinching grasp of the truth ends.

But life is more than just science and math. In fact, as we break the shells of childhood, adolescence and eventually teenage, and endeavour to discover the world on our own (beyond the vestigial learnings accrued from the preceding generation), we also break past the comfortable determinism of science and start venturing into the maddening chaos of fields of knowledge such as sociology, economics, politics and psychology. The scientific temper in us rebels at the realisation that in the multivariate analysis of life, these complex subjects carry a much bigger coefficient than science and math. This disappointment stems partly from the fact that unlike science, these fields of practical knowledge are/can-never-be correctly/exactly taught/simulated in any classroom environment (without significantly diluting their objective essence), and partly from the sheer existential dread from the realisation that in these areas of human experience, ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ almost always lead to an incorrect over-simplification culminating in nihilistic self-doubt and identity crisis.

The universal lockdown of the past 2 months happened to perfectly coincide with a transition phase in yours truly's professional life. Relieved vastly of the usual toils of work, I ended up condemning my mind to immerse itself into the everyday developments across the world, just like you.

Back when I had first stumbled on to the quote, I was what I would now describe as a left liberal, and a lazy one at that. Riding high on the youthful exuberance of premature enlightenment, right wing ideologies & institutions would always seem authoritative and conservative to the extent of being dogmatic and regressive - like unnecessary relics of the past. Examining these subjects and several socio-economic developments of the times in isolation with a myopic world view, it would always seem fashionable and at times heroic to consider oneself an iconoclastic renegade, at least in thought and principle. This ideological inclination resulted from an absence of consequences for a privileged dependent adult who was still learning and living on his parent’s earnings, blissfully shielded against the direct ravages of the society (and the world at large) by the guardianship of the government institution of learning to which he belonged. Rebellion had not only seemed convenient but also the right thing to do.

But as one eventually sheds these temporary institutional asylums that foster collective identities (read ‘herd mentalities’) and strives to carve one’s own individuality and place in the world, one starts gaining cognizance of the much larger forces at play. Like a young scientific mind that wakes up one fine day to the infinite vastness of the universe, this is one of the most revealing and humbling experiences of life. Learning to watch our own backs in a world with consequences attached to every action forces us to descend from the comfortable intellectual & moral high grounds and empathise with the ideologies and institutions that we had once abhorred with misguided pride and prejudice. This happens because the cosy controlled confines of college classrooms and corridors (please appreciate the delicate alliteration) get swiftly replaced with the real world where nothing exists and happens in isolation. Every event is embedded in a context which is part of an infinite chain of causality running across ages, cultures and geography, too complex to be comprehended in entirety by any single mind.

Given enough time like one enjoys during a professional transition in a global lockdown, one gets to endeavour to peel away the multiple layers of convoluted nuance attached to any socio-economic development to try to unravel the elusive underlying ‘truth’ - constantly switching between the ideological left and the right in attempts to rationalise both perspectives in the process. Eventually, hours of aimless scrolling over endless news feeds on social media force you to return to the timeless wisdom of the ancient Greeks- that sentient intelligence evolved over millennia has helped us build a world that is too complicated to be examined and governed by just one view or ideology. Moreover, it would be pointless to force the other side to do so.

This is because in the information age constantly fuelled by technological progress, subjects like sociology, economics, politics and psychology have become such seamlessly integrated with one another, that it is virtually impossible to make an argument – ideologically left or right – in one without an implication or inherent assumption in one or more of the other. In short, the biggest problems of the 21st century are so complicated that they demand a highly sophisticated and conscientious approach towards solution.

The latent problem is the vast intellectual differential among the masses, all of whom now possess the ability to communicate (read ‘indoctrinate’) at unprecedented scale and speed. This knowledge gap is being exploited 24X7 by carefully, and at times unwittingly, crafted social media bubbles – toxic and violent echo chambers of both the left and the right and their respective ever expanding followers – that always refuse to agree on anything under the sun.

As a result, everything is an outrage or an outrage against an outrage or even an outrage over the lack of outrage, over one thing after another, day in and day out with extremely limited room for tolerant consideration towards constructive criticism. Those who even attempt to bridge the gap are labelled hypocrites or deluded and are mercilessly shamed or ostracised, until a small minority is forced to resort to unscrupulous or even violent means to get their voices heard. Such socio-political movements often culminate in a revolution that comes at the cost of years of peaceful progress and resets the game all over again. The degree and extent to which social media has normalised violence, hatred and death is a shocking testimony to same. This doesn’t end up deciding who was right, it only determines who will be left – to survive and eventually start playing the game all over again. These violent delights have violent ends.

To you, my truth will seem just like an opinion, and vice versa. 'We do not necessarily need to agree and arrive at a consensus, so long as we agree on the ground rules on how we would disagree without a consensus.' Sadly, this fundamental tenet of progressive democracy is easily lost in the complicated, fast paced, noisy and high stake socio-political discourse of our times, where vested interests and extremist ideologies keep running over the bitter truth until it looks familiar and acceptable. Perhaps like Neo from the Matrix, more of us need to be unplugged and awakened to the power of causality and consequences in the real world. Else the anomalous Agent Smiths among us and their malicious codes will continue to wreak havoc and revel in the chaos by constantly playing both sides of the table.

Or we can choose to go back to the blue pill of a comfortable work life in a metro city and simply forget all this even exists, except for that occasional small talk and WhattsApp forward.


Left or right, the problem – as the Architect explains in the movie with delightful verbosity – is choice.